My Trial Make Up

People always say the most beautiful moment of a lady is on her wedding day. I am not certain about it, but definitely hope i look presentable on my big day with lotsa of sincere praises.

So buddha need gold to stand out, human need make up to be pretty. :p Hehe my trial make up session.

Makeover in Progess 1 Makeover in Progress 2 Transform Ending Transformation to Chio Bu done! Chio Bu Alone Chio Bu on Date with Mr. Lover

Better Layout?

Seems like now the original layout has finally worked, after some head cracking on why the alignment would have run.

At least my computer can see the full layout now. And I hope you can see this full layout too. Though I find the fonts a little small. Not really good for prolonged viewing. Well, you win some, you lose some. That's life. I have to grasp it.

But then again, I dun think there will be that many that will stay at my blog for that long of viewing. :P My posts are usually short and not too frequent.

A New Look!!!

A friend commented that I need something cheery and positive to keep the negative forces away from me. So that I will be happier, and will not keep reminding myself of the recent unhappy incidents.

So I was trying to find something cheery in a fast way. This seems like a lovely template to start with...:P

And so here it is.....Will try to do more face-lift to my blog with the already forgotten limited html codes I have. Any kind souls want to suggest anything? Readily available? :p Lazy me

My horoscope dated 4 Dec (US based) reads this:

"In a constant effort to keep everything peaceful and balanced in your world, Joy, you may be forgetting an important fundamental - namely you. Be sure that you are getting the attention you need at this time. Don't be afraid to take on a more aggressive stance in order to say what needs to be said at the appropriate time. Remember that part of being balanced means being just as active as you are passive."
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Though I may not be a true libra, as I have tinges of Scorpion in me, balance is definitely important to me. Recently, the world seems to be against me. In war with myself and/or others. I'm trying to get the balance back. I seek no further turbulences.

I definitely need all the love and attention and understanding for me to recover the inner balance. My logics and control is blinded. I can be harsh, and just feel like hurting anyone that crosses my path. Yes, I am aggressive. Maybe my mistake is saying what needs to be said at a not-too-appropriate time.

If everyone keeps mum, probably everything will be ok now but deep down I know a disaster will surface on my supposedly happiest day.

Probably like what my friends jokingly said, "You PMS ah?? Pre-Marriage Syndrome"
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For those who really care for me, Stand by me, tolerate me. I do not need any explanations of what is happening to cool me down. I just need to vent it out/cool it off. If you want solutions right away, then the best thing to do is to leave me alone. I need to recover badly as I cannot think straight. Give me the understanding I need.