Dilema

Breastfeeding has always been educated and planted in me since pregnancy on how good and beneficial it is for the mother and the baby. And no milk powder can match the natural super milk.

Therefore, I have been trying my best to provide her the best I could. Even if it means less sleep. And I was lucky to have support from both sides of the parents and most importantly Mr. Lover. Though there were some nags here and there from the older seniors.

Now it has reached a time for deciding again. Happy times really fly very very fast and soon I will be back to work. Mr. Lover suggest to try milk formula soon as he is not sure how efficient I am to be with milk production when I return to workforce. After all I am paid to work. And I am not that sure my boss will be so supportive. :(

Deep down, I have been trying to drag the day to start with the formula. But I know I need to try earlier so that I can make sure the formula we chosen is suitable for the baby. But now the most difficult thing is to let baby get used to bottle-feeding. The care-takers have been complaining that she has been refusing the bottle at times.

Dilema, dilema. Too bad I cannot be a full time mother for 6 months. So choose I have to.