~*~*~*~*~*~Double Sixes~*~*~*~*~*~

Double Sixes has always been a meaningful day for Chinese. 六六大顺. Now Double Sixes meant even more to me. It has marked a new chapter of my life. The letter "R" celebrates this special occassion as I transformed from Ms to Mrs. Though I still prefer being named as Ms Qiu. :P

"Yes, I do" still rings in my head. Even though there wasn't any tears of joy across the bride's face, the bride is still a happy one and a pretty one I hope. :) There is so much to say yet no appropriate words to decribe. In all,

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Two Special People, One Special Marriage, A World of Special Moments
And Many Special Thanks to Special Guests and Wonderful Friends who helped.
May the bride and the bridegroom live happily and lovingly ever after.

Memories: Guilt, Regret and Love

Someone close to me passed away last week. My mother has called and informed me while I was at work. Shocking it was even though we all knew it was about time. I was not crying, just a little overwhelmed.

I was planning to celebrate his birthday the next day. And I knew it maybe the last so I made extra effort to get Mr. Lover to be present too. But somehow, I actually arranged a meetup with a florist to get some errand done too on this day. Guilt creeped in at the thought of it.

I had realised this mistake and was about to bring forward the appointment. But then...nature declined me of this chance. I was feeling real bad, wondering is it cos of this appointment that made he departed earlier. I certainly hoped not. I regret not to have spend some more time with him.

What makes it worse is that I cannot be there to walk him through his last journey. I know he understands, and he loves me still. Just sad but not much tears.

To this man I love and respect, I will cherish beautiful memories you have given me and be assured that I will take care of those you cannot put down. Bless me from the land of peace above in everything I do.