Joy not joyful

We create our own unhappiness.
The purpose of suffering is to help us understand we are the ones who cause it.
Willie Nelson

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This is how I feel about today. Today Joy is not joyful. Why? Partly cause I mind others' business too much. On how it will affect someone and maybe the team if this person leaves without proper hand over. 'Cos I have seen how bad things could be.

Yes I am loud. Yes I am not very high in EQ or super duper technically trained. So in that case, stay away from me. Free me from being framed or caught in some shit that I know nuts about. Just 'cos I happen to be free and took over half-completed work which no one wants.

My new resolution of the year: TO BE LESS ACTIVE/LESS TALKATIVE aka ZEN.